When is what you have, enough?

Really, when is it? I know I am so lucky with a good job, great boss, amazing friends, incredibly supportive family... but I still feel like something is missing. I know it's cliche, but there really must be something more. And if there isn't - do I live hoping for more or accepting what is wondering if that is all there will be?

Yes, it's almost 2 in the morning. Yes, I just might delete this post later. And yes, I have been out with friends I haven't seen for almost a year. But it's the friends you have that totally opposite views and you get into really deep discussions about EVERYTHING. I have missed that aspect of thinking.

Off to bed. I miss working out. That really did seem to calm my mind...